Ahjuicy I could die for you, I could kill for you

shizu-chan June 27, 2021 1:47 pm

I'm sorry but like...I love ahjuicy soOOOOo much that euijoon being like this, so indecisive and giving ahjuicy blue balls, is making me annoyed lmao.
Didn't ahjuicy say "you're inviting me in so you're ok with what will I do to you?"
I can't help but think he's being inconsiderate of him idk why. Though his feelings are justified? I guess?
But ahjuicy is just too amazing to be in this kinda blue balls situation..."I'll have to wait for 3 years then"
"It's ok to be pathetic at this age" man, I would have cried if I had an ahjuicy in my life saying this to me when I was crying over pointless shit ;_;
I'm sorry but I love ahjuicy soOooooOoo much...this second season is really gonna be the end of me ┗( T﹏T )┛
Euijoon, ffs, don't hurt ahjuicy or I'll hate you forever. He's too perfect and mature idk...I feel like I wanna learn a lot from him on how to live this life...I wanna be his apprentice or something so I can be under him (pun intended) I'd join the mafia for him no jk.
Euijoon, please get YOUR SHIT together asap.

Responses
    Fred June 27, 2021 1:55 pm

    Well to be fair, he did suffer 3 years of being lied to and emotionally manipulated by his bastard of an ex. We know that he already has feeling for oh so yummy ah-juicy but it's understandable how he doubts himself in that area. Wounds need to heal and it is far more better to not enter a relationship when you really have not fully moved on yet.


    Id rather want a slow paced relationship rather that a fast one but goes toxic in the end. just sayin'

    shizu-chan June 27, 2021 2:03 pm
    Well to be fair, he did suffer 3 years of being lied to and emotionally manipulated by his bastard of an ex. We know that he already has feeling for oh so yummy ah-juicy but it's understandable how he doubts hi... Fred

    He wasn't an ex... it was an unrequited crush on euijoon's end and even when he confessed, they didn't date at all, since he came clean with euijoon about already having a girlfriend which he didn't like as much as him.
    I don't really get why he's acting like he was cheated on after being together...and using it as an excuse to push away ahjuicy who didn't do anything but support him during the time he was "heartbroken"

    But I get he needs some "space" but then he shouldn't have gotten entangled with ahjuicy in the first place. Not just sex, but having dinner etc, and after he decided to end it, he was the one who asked to be "friends" like what...and even after knowing ahjuicy's feelings, he keeps leading him on and pulling back when ahjuicy makes a move... it's kinda annoying. Ahjuicy doesn't deserve this blue balls situation since he's being straight (lol) with euijoon from the get go. That's why I said euijoon better get his shit together and make it clear.

    Fred June 27, 2021 2:22 pm
    He wasn't an ex... it was an unrequited crush on euijoon's end and even when he confessed, they didn't date at all, since he came clean with euijoon about already having a girlfriend which he didn't like as muc... shizu-chan

    oh sorry about the misinformation hehe I gad to reread that.. but he was indeed inlove with tht bastard for 3 years only to know that he's a player who told the uke that he wants to keep have a relationship with uke while have a releationship with someone else. and that's Effed up, not only that.. His crush also tried to manipulate him mentally just to be with him... (If that is not effed up then what is) so my point still stands..


    and the other point is that for the entire time euijoon thought he was just a sex friend of A-juicy and was not really expecting anything at all and he even told a-juicy that he wants to stop being fuck buddy ( because he knows he is already falling inlove with a juicy and he doesn't want a relationship that started with sex).. We can say that he is, at this point, afraid of even starting a relationship but also has a part of him that doesn't want to let go of him...

    shizu-chan June 27, 2021 2:57 pm
    oh sorry about the misinformation hehe I gad to reread that.. but he was indeed inlove with tht bastard for 3 years only to know that he's a player who told the uke that he wants to keep have a relationship wit... Fred

    Yeah. He's being indecisive. Which is what I said. It's soooooo agitating to watch him do exactly what that bastard did to him (leading him on and giving him blue balls) do it to ahjuicy under the pretense of "I'm so heartbroken"
    Tbh, I can't believe the fact that euijoon had a crush on him and didn't know he was dating someone...like, how is it even possible? Like did he not know he was straight or bi or whatever...
    You can't have one-sided feelings for someone for that long without actually knowing what the other person is like...I don't think the author elaborated their dynamic at all so it feels kinda inconsistent and stupid to have him this damaged lol.

    In any case, press F for Ahjuicy's maturity and level-headedness. If euijoon was really falling for him, the second he heard ahjuicy's love confession, he wouldn't have asked him to be friends or whatever and acted like he didn't catch feelings smh. In any other manhwa, euijoon would be tolerable being like this, but when the opposite person is ahjuicy, his excuses and behaviour fall short by 1000 miles. I just find it really....aggravating.

    shizu-chan June 27, 2021 3:01 pm
    oh sorry about the misinformation hehe I gad to reread that.. but he was indeed inlove with tht bastard for 3 years only to know that he's a player who told the uke that he wants to keep have a relationship wit... Fred

    Also it's not manipulation on euijoon"s crush end...since he came clear cut about it to euijoon and didn't keep it a secret from him. It was kinda douchey, but I wouldn't say it was manipulative. It clearly showed their feelings weren't on the same level at all...kinda like how it is with ahjuicy and euijoon, but here euijoon is in the same shoes like his BELOVED crush smh. He can't make up his mind - and is leading ahjuicy on. (Like why he did he let him kiss him here...) he's so...idk.
    All I know is ahjuicy is a king and deserves someone who adores every cell in his gorgeous body ┗( T﹏T )┛

    Fred June 27, 2021 5:28 pm
    Also it's not manipulation on euijoon"s crush end...since he came clear cut about it to euijoon and didn't keep it a secret from him. It was kinda douchey, but I wouldn't say it was manipulative. It clearly sho... shizu-chan

    well he tried to use the fact that euijoon has a crush on him, still manipulative. he doesn't like euijoon but he wants him to be a third party? that seems pretty shitty to me. And I don't think he is doing what his excrush was doing to him, he is being decent. I won't enter a relation ship that I am not sure of, especially if what happened to euijoon happens to me... It is not that he can't "make up his mind" no, he is being careful. They started as a fuck buddy, a relationship that is more fragile than anything.

    What do you expect him to do, throw his arms to ah-juicy just because he confessed without even settling his personal issues and his remaining feelings for his crush? that would seem pretty shitty to me

    Ah-juicy doesn't deserve to be treated like that but Euijoon also has to properly heal. Ah-juicy is the one who loves euijoon more than the latter so it's only natural. he CHOSE to stay and wait for him.

    shizu-chan June 27, 2021 5:55 pm
    well he tried to use the fact that euijoon has a crush on him, still manipulative. he doesn't like euijoon but he wants him to be a third party? that seems pretty shitty to me. And I don't think he is doing wha... Fred

    I think he did have feelings for him, but not like euijoon. Which is the same in this case with ahjuicy as well.
    Euijoon has feelings for him, but not like ahjuicy. So the longer he drags on like this, without making it clear, it'll lead onto the same thing with his crush that's didn't work out from the start.
    I want euijoon to actually tell ahjuicy he likes him a little bit, not say "let's be friends" right after they had sex "for the last time" according to his wishes...that was a pretty shitty thing to do. Imagine if his ex-crush did that... it was like when he asked him to date him after telling him he had already had a girlfriend lol.
    Ahjuicy thinks his feelings are one-sided and he's forcing his feelings on euijoon, because euijoon has rejected him again and again by using that crush that didn't even begin anything as an excuse

    I don't know. I'm on ahjuicy's side. Right now, he deserves the world. Watching euijoon leading him on, and pushing him away when he reaches for him, is soooooo agitating. I don't think ahjuicy deserves that at all. Euijoon clearly has some feelings for him and he should be honest about it rather than having the "let's be friends" shit lmao

    Fred June 27, 2021 6:28 pm
    I think he did have feelings for him, but not like euijoon. Which is the same in this case with ahjuicy as well. Euijoon has feelings for him, but not like ahjuicy. So the longer he drags on like this, without ... shizu-chan

    You are looking to far into the future, Euijoonn is starting to waver already, I don't even think that this courtship stage is going to last for a long time. And I don't think ah-juicy is not aware of euijoon's feelings, more like he is waiting for euijoon to acknowledge the fact that he like ah-juicy. Reading it again and again you kinda get that Ah-juicy is not the type who would let that happen, he's basically actively swaying Euijoon's feelings and he know what he is doing so I never worry for him.


    I am also on ah-juicy's side but I would rather a slow paced relationship than rush euijoon into things, it would be better to settle his personal issues first. they did not start off on a good start, they became fuck buddies when euijoon was heartbroken. I just like the fact that our Uke right here is smart unlike other Bls where the uke unnecessarily suffers because they dumb af.

    shizu-chan June 28, 2021 7:37 am
    You are looking to far into the future, Euijoonn is starting to waver already, I don't even think that this courtship stage is going to last for a long time. And I don't think ah-juicy is not aware of euijoon's... Fred

    I don't think so. To me, it's quite similar to what his crush did/was hoping to do. Just because euijoon fell harder for his crush (which was how it was even to him) and the fact that his crush was honest about it, though kinda douchey, doesn't make him a poor victim in my eyes. If they had begun dating and he found out later, I would definitely take his side here. The author didn't elaborate on their relationship enough to justify euijoon's "heartbreak" or whatever. He was jerking off to ahjuicy after meeting him once lol. Pardon me if I don't think his love was that deep for his "crush" pfff

    Yeah, it shouldn't be rushed as well, since euijoon knows nothing about ahjuicy, but I don't want euijoon to drag out this because of a damn crush that never even worked out in the first place. It seems too much to be using that as an excuse.. and it's not like he didn't have feeling for ahjuicy, him pretending otherwise and leading him on is what's aggrativing.

    I wouldn't be too sure that euijoon would be able to sort out his feelings any time soon or the manhwa would end lol. They'll surely go through the whole "I like you but I'm afraid of you" bullshit I'm sure. Euijoin doesn't have
    a lack of excuses to push him away at the point. Ahjuicy will try even more to Express himself and try not to be "scary" and I just get the feeling it's not going to go that easy as we think sin r euijoon has more troubles other than his ex. His vegetative brother etc etc. I'm sure he"ll somehow come into play later on as well...

    I don't know about that. I would've liked him more if he hadn't slept with him "for the last time" then said they should be friends and then lead him on with letting him kiss him and invite him to his house if he still needs the distance lol. Idk. I dislike people who say one thing and easily do the other. I still think ahjuicy is too good for him lmao. So rn for me, euijoon is the same as other annoying ukes.