Well I think he just blames himself so he doesn’t think he’s worthy of even looking at him bc he blames himself every time. But now that he knows that he can look at him and touch him he will start doing that.
I agreeeee. This story has a lot of character development, so just relax and let them figure out and learn from these situations together :)
i know you’re not blaming his bf
Ilyan? No I'm not blaming him, if that's who you mean.
who the fuck are you blaming? it’s nobody’s fault except his dad.
You cant expect someone to handle realizing someone you love has an addiction perfectly. It’ll take healing on both ends. Your attitude towards this is really disgusting considering he is trying his best to come to terms with the realization while juggling the stress of taking care of Ilyan.
How can you blame Kyle when he's already struggling on how to handle his bf's addiction. It's hard for him too, Ilyan is acting very erratically and Kyle is very stressed in this situation trying to come to term with the fact that he didn't understand how serious Ilyan's addiction was. He's being as patient and supportive as he can while also dealing with his own inner problems.
exactly.
First of all, before you say something, you may want to read better. I never blamed anyone, I was talking about Kyle getting his head out of his ass and stop treating Ilyan like a cold hearted ass, Yes he blaming himself, yes he is trying to deal himself about it all, but that is no reason to treat Ilyan the way he is, sorry but that's not a reason, and I don't care what anyone says. He can act like he is fine and treat Ilyan like a person when he is with him, not treat him like he has been. Then when he is out of the room he can break down and try to deal with it all. Why should Ilyan have to deal with him being like that when Ilyan is trying so hard himself? That's not going to help Ilyan get better faster.
Well that's all I'm going to say on this now. So bitch at me all you want if you like, I'm done with my two cents.
Your upset you didn't see how bad it was. Boo fucking Ho, get your head out of your asss and talk to him, Hell look at him like you care about him not like your are, or are not. It's not good how you are, he needs you to get throu this and your being an ass, thinking about yourself instead of the one you should be thinking of. So I'll say it again get your head out of your ass and take care of your lover!