Yeah I get it too.
I was molested when I was very very young so I knew a lot about sex and I wanted to know more. While other kids didn't even know the words of the their genitals I was watching porn for years.
I didn't understand why because I didn't remember that I was molested and I hated myself but one day I wake up and "oh so that's why".
Shit... I was molested twice as a young teenager and now I'm also wondering if the fact that I was always more sexual than my close friends of the same age has to do with this..
same, I was molested many times when I was a kid, so I already know what sex means (and how to do it) in such a young age. And I guess I'm the most sexual among our group of friends.
i rrly get the mc,, like why after getting SA when i was a kid i became hyper sexual ?? shouldn’t i have been disgusted when i’m horny idk.. human brains are so messed