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I took it differently though, I thought thst when the uke realized how important crossdressing is to the seme, and that he reqested for seme to dress like man on their date did he realized that he's somewhat pulling him down with him. Similar to how his first love suffered and he didn't do anything. I guess he's not over his guilt and regret yet?
Who knows really. I think that this is realistic and it shows real life struggle specially to characters who are still not fully recovered from their insecurities and fears. I can't wait to see their growth (and I'm expecting growth, lmaoa) as individuals and overcome their fears ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
Ohh i didn't know that. Hmmm I'll try to read it again in the future. Thanks
a point you seem to deliberately not want to consider is that he was basically raped for his first time. his virginity after waiting 27 years was taken in a car by someone he doesn't love and is in a confusing NEW relationship with and who isn't gay. he kept saying no, stop. don't do it, i don't want it and tried to persuade him to stop by repeating 'you aren't gay! you don't want this!'. Why should he not be disgusted and hate his guts and be as mean and judgmental as he wants to be when he is dealing with the aftermath of this? seriously. i never get what is wrong with people like you who act like rape is akin to someone forcefully ripping of a band aid.
I dropped this at chapter 23, when the uke said "go away" to seme. It's like saying "you're disgusting and don't ever talk to me again" after having sex with him and seeing him crossdressing all the time then suddenly being disgusted with the seme and all.
The seme was even being considerate of the uke. He even went as far as wearing normal clothes given the fact that he wasn't comfortable with it.
Why didn't he just avoid the seme or just told him his opinion in the first place, rather than spending time and developing a relationship with him and then suddenly said those hurtful words only to think of his own feelings and didn't even consider the seme's feelings at all.
It's so selfish and coward of him.