There both angry with themselves what there doing now is releasing it with sex illyan wants this you may see him saying stop it hurts but it doesn't he is just saying that because he is about to experience a different kind of pleasure and it probably scares him a little. Most ppl in manga who about to experience this pleasure even the straight one will say stop it hurts then have a very explosive orgasm
u can tell by the way hes acting and how he says it hurts. it isnt just pleasure, hes already sick so its making it harder on him. he said to stop so their shouldnt b any excuses for tht. he shouldve stopped the first time he said it regardless. i do get that theyre both angry and are dealing with it in different ways but it shouldnt be like this :/
You will find out in the next chapter we squirting is a intense orgasm
uh okay??
i get that hes angry at him but he shouldnt force him after he told him to stop it feels rapey