Unpopular opinion

I hate read the story, I felt no connection to wards no one except Ian, innocent people died for no reason no retribution came to anyone, that truly deserved it like "vichid" no one truly changed, Ryan didn't seem to love Noah, but they were made to love one another because the author wanted them to be together. They had sex a few times and now they are in love. They met when they were kids but that's about it. Ryan went years with his arrogance and pride and having hurt so many people and probably killed even more to not have an ounce of repentance, the same for Noah, he at one point murdered and found no fault with it, and the only voice of reason Ian, who was tormented and tried to runaway could not leave and had to succumb to this man, it wasn't love it was acknowledgment that he could not leave and that vichid brought out the worst in him, I see nothing but selfishness, ignorance, possessiveness, and arrogance painted as pure love, when In reality these feelings would be much more warped and nothing close to these "happy endings" it's most likely would have ended up with Ryan chasing noah cuz of his possessiveness and Noah running from Ryan scared of the monster he had become when he murdered that man, (seeing as how the author wrote him to be the type of person who feels guilty alot, which I guess they forgot about) vichid still raping and torturing Ian, and Ian killing himself because of vichid, and the twins would have the same outcome, these wasn't about love, this was about people whe need to become better people, and using love as excuse for their evil behavior, and still no effort to become better only strive for their needles selfishness which hey ended up great for them, and yet in reality it would have ended so great, made me cry how sad this story is and how the people in it doesn't deserve love, when other continue to suffer because of it, or when what they are not experiencing can not be considered love, since this portrayal of love is so convuluted, evwn more so as a historical manga, where historically people have gone through similar situations only to have it turn up even worse.