I'm still angry at what they took away from him. At 14, he should be playing with toys like Star Wars figurines and reading comics and complaining about homework and riding a skateboard. That's what 14 year old kids should be doing. Instead they robbed him of his childhood. And you know what's so disturbing? He looks like little Blanche as he was laying sickly in the bed as that late Queen pedo was doing awful things to him. Oh my God. I don't understand how he can be so strong.
Exactly experiencing it while having a high fever
TT^TT
So it's delirious the feeling you feel when you have high fever
Damn... I knew he was r*ped both bec of spoilers but also bec the manhwa did show little hints here and there of the way he reacts when it comes to physical touch... it wasn't hard to put two and two together... what's news to me is how fcking young he was.
Imagine being delirious with a fever and having a woman do those stuff to you wtf.
The age difference, him being 15 when he had Blanche... adds to the context of things. No wonder he is so awkward towards her. We know he doesn't hate her but now, knowing what we know, he was never ready to be a father. Who is ready to be a dad at 15 and from a r*pe at that. Not only was he dealing with the trauma of what happened he was also dealing with the fact that he became Dad, when he himself, was a child. He didn't even have anyone to properly guide him on what to do. He certainly didn't have a Dad to help him out, and I would bet my money on the Mom if it was her fcking suggestion that He have a child at 15.
Man... that's so messed up. And yet, he grew up so well. Yeah he has traumas but still he grew up to be a good person. Good for him