About the rape scene during the end… I think Sehyun started hurting himself thinking about how he was worthless and about he he would also ruin the people next to him is he stayed with them. Because right before that, Michael had raped him and told him the exact same things. When being raped again after that, at the party, it might have reminded him of his past and led to him agreeing with what Michael said. But he didn’t want to go back to Michael or hurt anyone he now cherished so he tried to commit suicide. But thankfully, Boris stopped him and reassured him that he’s not like that at all.
Ohhh what you say makes total sense!! i always appreciate a different point of view, thank you very much for your time!! Your comment made me realise some important things, and made me cry again TT i like your words a lot im so emotional rn ┗( T﹏T )┛
No problem.
im sorry if I’m mistaken but i feel like i missed some things or is it just the style of the author, like for example, near to the end, when elena tells boris she cannot get used to him making that face (pretty sure the one he makes when looking at sehyeon) but we don’t get to see it, or that awful scene when the two motherfuckers go after sehyeon all the way to his flat and r*ape him but then they get all scared about something sehyeon did and we don’t get to see what was it, i say this bc im intrigued but maybe im just overthinking things, ANYWAYS THIS IS SUCH A HEARTBREAKING STORY BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM SO HAPPY THAT THE END IS SO EMOTIONALLY BEAUTIFUL I CRIED A FUCKING LOT, MY BABIES DESERVE ALL THE HAPPINESS IN THE WORLD. tho im so angry over the fact thatTHE FUCKING BASTARD, that michael ended up alive but i guess that’s his punishment after all, to stay alive without love or affection from anybody