Omg just saw this. You went 8 HOURS WITHOUT EATING???
YOU COULD HAVE MADE YOURSELF A SANDWICH OR CEREAL.
But I'm glad you ate now.
yk that's my usual timing between meals, but i didn't eat anything this morning + i slept hungry so... Yeah, i was starving lol. Then again, i think this is all caused by me not moving, at all. I just sit there, slumped all day all night. Been like this for a couple of months cause i'm sad
Anyways i ate 2 servings Tasted delicious asf
You should try to eat something when you wake up and when you go to sleep. Don't starve yourself.
That's good. Eat a lot
What year are you in? Like are you in high school? Uni? I'm entering my senior year
I hope so but i pressure myself to reach my very high expectations in certain things, that leaves me with little to no time for extra activities. I don't know anything about driving cause i always panic on the road (Ayo the roads are wild where i live, they have to have cameras and like... those guideline thingies everywhere cause people are ignorant smh. Where i'm at, you can get your driver's liscence once you reach 18 and i'm 2 years from that so let's wait, haha.
So yes, hopefully we do learn!
As for comparing omgggggg, my dad used to compare me to my classmates, whenever i get a grade below my usual (like.. 80-90%), he would glare at my paper and ask for the highest grade.
I happen to have a bookworm in my class (she legit studies everything in the vacation and never accepts anything below 100. She even gets upset when she gets a 97 and the bonus raised it to 100 like.. these exams only prepare us for more imp exams babe, chill) so getting a low grade (if you consider 80-90% low ig) is just.. upsetting to him so i hide it. I mean this is all in the past and i've gotten a grip + stopped sharing anything school related with him so it's way less stressful.
I just hated the feeling of disappointing him so i put my 110% in class. Parts of that remain till now ig, sad.. but idc cause it's the vacation now
I'm not starving myself, i just can't handle more food. Like i said, this is probably cause i'm stationary and never move unless it's to clean up, get food, and use the bathroom. That's it, that's the unhealthy part, now that i think about it haha
I'm in high school. Did you skip a grade or something?
That sounds scary. Be careful on the road if you ever drive.
Bruuhhh 80-90% is good. You don't need to stress yourself out just to meet his expectations.
It's sad disappointing your parents but his expectations of you is way too high. It would matter if you did get 80-90%. You still got a good grade, so at the end of the day, his expectations of you wouldn't matter.
Just be happy with what you got. You've studied a lot. Vacation is fun
That's pretty unhealthy. You should try to force yourself to go eat unless you'll throw up or if you're full.
I'm like.. a year younger than my classmates cause i started studying early. What year? Junior? Senior?
Yeah, whenever i do learn how to drive. That's in a couple of years later so i'll worry about it when the time comes
80-90% is a good grade, i know that. However, i know i can score well if i pay attention and study properly. I'll admit, i've been slacking cause i wanted to, yk, lay back and chill so sometimes, my grades do dip. I wouldn't care if all of this was his concern alone, i was upset as well so i took it cause i agreed. Still, it felt upsetting to not get reassurance.
All in the past tho! I graduated junior year with full A*s so that's great!
And yea, the vacation is (supposed to be) fun, i'm just.. tired. I'll get better soon isa
As for the "force yourself to eat", no cause i don't move. The more you move/exercise, the hungier you'll get and i'm the laziest bitch atm. Didn't go out of my apt for a couple of months, barely moving. Dw! I'm doing my best! Sometimes i just can't finish my food cause i feel too full, i promise it's not as bad as you think ^^
At least you got full As even though you don't need to get As to pass, but good job (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
:( hopefully you can have a great life filled with happiness.
Mmm you can tell your mom to give you the food. Okay, as long as you eat then it's okay
Girl i ain't content with just "passing", i'm competitive asf so i challenge my exams and get pissed anytime i make a mistake so... yeah, hoping for the best
I hope your life is filled with happiness as well! May we wake up smiling someday :)
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