Hot take.... (and probably a me problem)

fr philomel is getting very annoying at each second, its like she chooses to be oblivious when it's already displayed right in front of her

I get why Philo has trust issues with him, because last time when he found out that she wasn't his biological child, he killed her. She has only acted a character in front of him instead of being her true self, just so she could be liked and escape her death. I understand if she thinks oh, he doesn't really like me he only likes the character I acted as.Honestly, I don't want her to stay with the emperor I want her to go with her actual dad and her brothers.

But Philomel wasn't acting as her true self though. I understand that it gets annoying when she refuses to face the fact that her first dad actually loves her as a daughter, (cause like hello, he is actually trying, so it's a valid point) but let's be honest, he only loves her because he sees the dead wife in her. If not, he wouldn't have been able to tolerate her and slowly become a dad who actually loves her. Look at Ellencia in her first life, the moment she came back her first dad just completely dropped her. Everything Philomel did is a mask/facade, there's nothing pure or familial about whatever she did for him. How can she face the fact that her first dad loves her when he doesn't even know how she actually acts?

Although philomel annoyed me, I didn't not like her, but I get it. It's just frustrating sometimes and I don't really care who she ends up with as long as she understands the people she thought didn't care for her does at the end if the day ♡

Honestly, I hope that for her too :")

exactly! god these ppl rlly be dismissing the reasoning behind her feelings/actions :/