Ughhh I wish this wasn't just Shonen ai (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

it's not shonen ai, the official site they grabbed these chapters from just cut the smut off for R15 rating...

Fr??

yea i think that site only ever license eng translations for R15

For the novel yes this series R19, but for Manhwa adaptation this series R15 even on official Raw site Ridi.
The annoying part is just, Manta still censored few panel from the Raw to suit with the app policy.

I read the part where they papapa in the novel (earlier) and I'm sawdd it was really juicy hot huhhhhhhuhu ty for da infoo

（/TДT)/ I see ;-;

Which chapter of the novel was it?

Around
Chapter 44ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~