Lol we have the same serious issues and I also ran away from my problems lol. I know very well that ray loves his sister very much, but because of my insecurities issue who have my own experience of being compared and the other sibling is getting more attention and affection I was so frustrated whether ray and the dorothy interact
When you just want to read peacefully but the story be triggering your own issues
Ikr instead of just feeling sad for the mc your own issues and traumatic experience be knocking on ur door and hunt you HAHAHAHAHAHA
I can't measure how much I loathe her father (the king) soooooo muchhh that it triggers me! And I also don't like her brother Raymond gooodddddd my insecurities and inferiority complex (I have serious insecurities issues xDDD) got triggered when the king specially favors Raymond over Dorothea
A little Spoiler alert:
I admit that I kinda dont like it when Dorothea and Raymond got closer in the future I just want Dorothea to get away from Raymond, theon and the king's shits. Like Go No contact with them! But I guess sometimes you just need to face your demons and heal yourself from it ಥ‿ಥ (I clearly don't do this irl, I just ran away from my problems)