the author makes luwan so confusing. like he knows how much trauma hyeon went through and understands how that affects hyeon's ability to express himself and yet he's expecting hyeon to open up to him??? that and his previous "i cant tell him i like him bc then i'll be just the same exploitive bastard" all while already sleeping with hyeon??
please i just want hyeon to be able to feel genuine love and paint his heart out and eat all the desserts he wants ╥﹏╥
tbh I think he wants hyeon to take initiative so he could overcome it for himself and not for luwan MYAN
Yeah, I agree. And I also think he's afraid Hyeon will only like him because he likes Hyeon, he doesn't want to pressure Hyeon into thinking he has to love him, but at the same time I think he's expecting too much put of someone that doesn't even seem to understand well enough what love is...
the author makes luwan so confusing. like he knows how much trauma hyeon went through and understands how that affects hyeon's ability to express himself and yet he's expecting hyeon to open up to him??? that and his previous "i cant tell him i like him bc then i'll be just the same exploitive bastard" all while already sleeping with hyeon??
please i just want hyeon to be able to feel genuine love and paint his heart out and eat all the desserts he wants ╥﹏╥