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Exactly what I feel. I mean it's so painful to read but I'm too curious to just drop. I pitied the mc so much the moment I stumbled this webtoon that I keep checking if he'll be okay every update and got my heart torn. I wish even if death taking him away as the ending I want it to be at least a peaceful one for him
Yesss
This is a good story. I love the author giving the chapters warnings as it should have, that i don't see often.
They have portrayed it well. The trauma. The continuous rape is HIS reality and its not romanticized as much coz the story won't let you, the "sexual" act stays sexual and his face shows how miserable it is. Its about his struggle to live coz after all the suffering he could have choose to die but he didn't.
The repeated rape although not entirely but kind of, imo was necessary to show how important those small happy moments with his friends actually were and HOW MUCH strength it gives him to live on and go back to the good times. Like...he is so strong.
I absolutely HATE old and new bl artist who make rape a thing to make the victim and his abuser to fall in love. Like...ewwwwwwww wtf is wrong with you. the riders role is to be mcs "hope" in this imo and might get missunderstood by ppl as "love". the "hope" turned into mcs nightmare. I wish the rider foking gets tortured to death nevertheless.
I was totally expecting this to be a rape porn and nothing else but i was surprised. This is quite....real.
The mc is hot coz....he is. Which is also his abusers perspective everytime he gets raped. I find him hot in that dress but his suffering hitting on my consciousness and making me feel pity towards him more than the "he is hot" is something the author did well. I like that that they managed to do that. Basically not sexualizing rape. (You dont know how happy it made me everytime mc cuts off a dick...like fuk yeah. Get em trash sausages outta here!!!)
I also love that this is not just about being gae if we ignore the rape and all. He also has genuine connection to his female friend. And loves her very much. Like its soo real that it makes me cry. And all 3 of their crush feels so real. The male friend of mc (i am sorry i cant remember their nameshope u understand who i am talking about) is not just there to be thrown around. They are all ordinary people wanting to live a good life but the dark side of the world they stumbled upon wont let them. Which is a reality of most prostitutes irl and the people attached to them.
I am looking forward to how mcs ending will be. Negetive or positive. Ofc hoping for the positive more, for the mc to just...go back to his 2 dearest friends instead of getting sexual with his crush after his nightmare ends coz i think he has had enough poor guy. I would love to see their relationship develop the "sexual" way later on. Hoping the author wont rush it
And if unfortunately negative like drug overdose...i will be happy that his suffering finally.....ended. or in jail for murder...hope he will be safe there atleast.
(i will definitely cry no matter the outcome)
I am open to whatever will happen.