I feel you guys

I mean, i've been reading this since it came out and i agree that not only the characters but also us readers were put to so much hardships. We watched jooha suffer SO MUCH SO MANY TIMES it's not even funny. They have been to soooo much shiiiiittt together. Dooshik went to hell and back for his hyung over and over again, insisting on saving his soul and bring him happiness once in Jooha's life. So am i glad to see Jooha this relaxed and happy? Yes. But to make him forget EVERYTHING THEY WENT TRHOUGH?????? To just reset his brain (probably psychological memory loss but still) to when his mother was still alive? And for Dooshik to just pretend to be a stranger after all the love and all that suffering? Bitch that's not fair to the readers. I ain't buying that shit! And he magicaly doesn't cum pearls? Fuck that! I feel betrayed by the story. Open ending my ass, i suffered too much to just accept that!