I was wrong

naaah, bruh, I just read the raws

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and Siwoo wasn't abusive, and Dohyeok now has ptsd about being gang raped and is also now super paranoid to the point of having panic attacks when in public, especially around a group of men (I think he had a panic attack thrice, he panicked in the restaurant with Siwoo when he accidentally hit his utensils off the table and people looked their way and another one in the elevator because a surge of people rode in the elevator)also he's trying to have sex with Siwoo to may be rewrite the memory of being gang raped but ended up puking in the midst of Siwoo entering but is still trying to make Siwoo fuck him and Siwoo notices all of this too and I think he's kinda getting the gist of why Dohyeok was acting antsy when they were in public, but I think Dohyeok won't say anything, me still thinks that he doesn't want to tell Siwoo about the gang rape was because he'll think Siwoo would say he deserves it. bruh I don't even know anymore, and he deleted the video of him getting gang raped on his phone, but I think grey shithead has a copy of it (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻