Also, I don't like Heesong.
His personality and viewpoints on relationships is scummy. At least with Jaekyung, atp, we've seen how he wants to keep Kim Dan by his side and not let anyone else have him. Heesong would just toss him aside as soon as feelings got too strong or when Kim Dan's youthful looks eventually expire.
Fr Heesung would dump him in a second if Dan got in an accident or got his face messed up somehow, he's not better for Dan at all
Same i dated a guy like him once...now i fear dating anyone it hurts way worse than u think what's even worse is that he was my first its been 4 years and still havent recovered and trust issues are going strong ╥﹏╥
I hope you can eventually recover, pieces of shit like him shouldn't be aloud to get into relationships in the first place. Hopefully you learn to heal and to trust and love others again, you deserve it.
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He's the celebrity type to be well into his 50s-60s chasing after 21 year olds lol
I feel this. My physical trauma I've recovered from for the most part, but the mental stuff has stuck with me for 13 years.
But it was reverse where he would say I was so ugly that no one but him would ever love me.
Thankfully my partner of 4 years thinks I'm the cutest thing ever and reassures me of this regularly completely unprovoked.
Things will get better (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Jaekyung caught feelings a lot sooner than we're supposed to believe?? Like, we saw the way he literally tossed that one dude out for a mild inconvenience but he's stuck with Kim Dan this entire time??
We know from the first time we see him that he has the ability to practically get anyone he wants, and yet he practically refuses to let Kim Dan go lol
I don't think Jaekyung is even aware of his own actions ((not the sex scenes ofc but his incessant jealousy and possessiveness)) 'cause he's never been with someone as long as he's been with Kim Dan.
It's so bad that Heesong even jokes about how short-lived Jaekyung's partners are. Yeah, a lot of that has to do with his short-temper and how fuckin' rough he is, but I think how disingenuous the people he's slept with are also plays a big role in why nothing lasts. He's super famous, hot and rich. Ofc people would only be superficial with him but hit the bricks as soon as it became too much.
I don't think he's ever been intimate with anyone as genuine and honest as Kim Dan.
Not excusing Jaekyung's actions btw. So put the pitchforks away lol I'm just stating observations based around my vast knowledge on bl/yaoi works.