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Moonpie September 16, 2023 4:16 pm

Okay so like, I started this yesterday and almost dropped it twice. I will say I've read this author's previous works and honestly, I thought they were okay but never grabbed my attention longer than the first few chapters. This one had me thinking it'd be the same or maybe worse cause I was really unnerved by Han, like when I say he was not passing my vibe check, he seriously was NOT passing. But I picked it up cause despite the people saying it's bad, I was curious about the one's who we're giving it a chance. These last two chapters MIGHT have given me hope and I'm seriously hoping that this lil ephiany Han is finally having is gonna make him understand what he's doing wrong cause I straight up was think "asshole" the entire time I got his perspective. I'll keep reading and cross my fingers.

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    Moonpie September 16, 2023 4:18 pm

    Also Shinwoo deserves the world, he's literally me and it makes me so sad.

    Sweet BL homie September 16, 2023 8:37 pm

    Can you please tell me what is Han doing wrong? I'm at 8th chapter and I really trust this author but seeing comments is worrying me..

    Moonpie September 16, 2023 10:46 pm
    Can you please tell me what is Han doing wrong? I'm at 8th chapter and I really trust this author but seeing comments is worrying me.. Sweet BL homie

    Honestly, he's trying but up until the last two chapters, he's been the reason his relationship with Shinwoo kind of fell off, he got jealous that Shinwoo hung out with his friend and he's kinda possessive. Luckily during the last two chapters someone told him that he's the problem so hopefully he'll learn to be better. I'd recommend to try and get through the chapters if you're really invested but that's coming from the standpoint of someone who's seen worse and had to really dig through a lotta chapters to get to the healthy part of a relationship.

    Sweet BL homie September 18, 2023 2:36 pm
    Honestly, he's trying but up until the last two chapters, he's been the reason his relationship with Shinwoo kind of fell off, he got jealous that Shinwoo hung out with his friend and he's kinda possessive. Luc... Moonpie

    Is that so? Okay that doesn't sound too bad. I'll keep reading it then. Thanks so much for the response! (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

    maou_sama 08 September 19, 2023 10:06 am
    Honestly, he's trying but up until the last two chapters, he's been the reason his relationship with Shinwoo kind of fell off, he got jealous that Shinwoo hung out with his friend and he's kinda possessive. Luc... Moonpie

    to be honest I kinda understand Han. I mean it's bad he shut Shinwo off but nevertheless I understand that he was a teenager with complicated feelings at the time.
    I've also been in that situation where person that I befriended first started to hang out a lot with other friend of mine and it made me feel like it was unfair and I actually started to drift away and thinking that someone stole someone precious to me. And then it's the feeling that you think it's unfair that you love the person so much but that person won't love you the same amount. Maybe I'm also a little possessive that person was not mine to begin with but it made me mad, and I thought that if I drifted away that person would come to me I was okay with even faking that I was hurt or sad just so the person would worry but when that did not happen and we just started ignoring each other I really felt like dying but then because I'm stubborn I didn't even had the courage to talk to that person again and apologize everytime I felt like saying sorry or let's talk I felt that I shouldn't be the one to go after her like I always did. LOL it really is similar to Han that's why I love his POV and understand him a lot.
    I mean now I know it's impossible to know what people are thinking when I talked to her again she said she felt betrayed that I just drifted away but at the time even though I knew I was being childish I tought I was kinda right...

    Sweet BL homie September 20, 2023 6:18 pm
    to be honest I kinda understand Han. I mean it's bad he shut Shinwo off but nevertheless I understand that he was a teenager with complicated feelings at the time. I've also been in that situation where person ... maou_sama 08

    Shut upp now you're talking just like me from only 1 year ago I totally get how you feel and I've been having such relationships with friends from when I was a kid.. I don't know if I'm still possessive like before, though I do feel a bit jealous when I see my friend being more and more friendly with someone else .. But I've been hurt because of my possessiveness (though it's not like I've never hurt anyone either) but in this case I decided to try not to be like that anymore and just let them hang out with whoever they want.. I know it sucks but we can't do anything because they are just friends after all ( ̄へ ̄)I'm 24 now and I'm trying to stop expecting from someone to be there like I am.. So now that you said all this, I think I'll understand Han too.

    Sweet BL homie September 20, 2023 6:20 pm
    to be honest I kinda understand Han. I mean it's bad he shut Shinwo off but nevertheless I understand that he was a teenager with complicated feelings at the time. I've also been in that situation where person ... maou_sama 08

    Oh sorry, you replied to the person above. But still yeah, you're not alone!