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You've said what I always think about this story that goes nowhere. Thank you.
They're back at square 1 and I wonder how many much more chapters needs the author to put some common sense in both protagonistes's head... I think I'll come back in months to see how things progressed.
I can’t… I feel like my veins are gonna pop and my chest just feels so heavy like every breath is a frustrated sigh… when is this gonna end? Is it ok to ask for spoilers??? I mean, is that allowed here??? I kinda don’t wanna read anymore but I also don’t want to never know what happens… ╥﹏╥ Honestly I don’t even like both main characters and the plot I can’t even… can this happen in real life too? Are there exaggeratedly stupid people like these who can fuck up their lives to this point? I certainly hate SeungEun - he’s one fucked up lowlife who would most probably die if you just made him talk; but like, I hate JiWook more, you know? Because between the two of them, he’s the original sin. Yeah, they’re both flawed and I can’t even weigh their mistakes against each other’s to know who made the gravest, but JiWook started it all. Yeah, it wasn’t his fault shit hit the fan. Like, he’s just one of the shit being banged around all over in the first place, BUT!!!! Imagine if he put down his pride in the beginning, yeah?! Like, accepted help and not run away! Yeah, yeah…. Emotionally, it’s hard to do. He’s human, too. Because of love he didn’t want to be a burden and didn’t want to feel lesser. Rationally, though, what the fuck?If he has an inferiority complex, at least also give him self-awareness. Even if he didn’t want to accept help, feel like charity, from the way he viewed himself, did he ever stop to think he could not have afforded not to accept help? Okay. Okay, I get it. The first time he ran away, maybe it was excusable. We’re all humans, we got to have DIGNITY. Then what about the second time? What about those times no normal person without some deep, deep masochistic tendencies would be able to tolerate? Did he not think, I was gonna be treated like shit anyway, why not at least let me treat myself as shit and beg my ex for help rather than let nobodies reduce me to nothing, even worse than shit. I mean, at least shit would be left alone in the name of being shit… He was constantly yanked around, rubbed to the ground, and just generally played with… SeungEun would have at worst treated him like a caged bird or a beloved dog and if he had to sell his body, wouldn’t it be better to sell it to someone with that face and with that body? If he was gonna suffer anyway, why not suffer under a BL manga’s ML, right? I just… haizzzz
Anyway, I’m just talking shit because I can’t possibly understand the psyche of someone in his shoes and unlike him who’s in the thick of things, I have the privilege of a reader looking in from outside in possession still of my rational thinking capabilities. Yeah, you know just hypothetically if I were made to choose… then I wouldn’t have chosen what he did but this also would have been a totally different manhwa which might be better, might be worse.
And I’m not just throwing shade at JiWook ‘cause I like SeungEun more, f***, I hate them both and they’re both stupid, left their brains out at some point and forgot to pick it back up. Just, I dunno why I have more of a sense of substitution with JiWook… maybe I think his choices are simpler? Choose between bad A and worse B multiple times, and all times he’d choose B. Not that SeungEun didn’t choose B’s too but like… argghhh, I dunno. Well, if I were SeungEun, the moment JiWook ran away and gave up on me, I’d fucking move on with my life.
Alright, no hate… just wanna ask for SPOILERS… Anyone have them? If it’s not alright to post them here, can you tell me where I can find them? Like I wanna if they ever realize they had both been just f***ing stupid and talked and maybe, everything had been so simple all along moment??? Like is there even something like that or does everything just get glossed over with a big, fat, greasy, and shiny HAPPY EVER AFTER halo that just leaves readers dazed and confused? Tell me, is this suffering worth it in the end??? Not theirs, I mean OUR suffering?