
He'd rather do all of that than dying,i can't believe someone like this doesnt want to give up in his life after going of all that shit,he love his life too much what is he even expecting if he got his marbles back?I'm pretty sure if he gave that marbles to the person he was mentioning be4 he will still be killed or much more worse get r*pe again.

right. I don't understand what he thinks or expects to happen. whether you get the marble back or not, that psycho clearly plans are imprisoning you for the rest of your life there's no getting away from him. He's definitely developed some form of Stockholm Syndrome at this point.. his mind must be broken. I want the train to crash and burn, everyone dies, and Sovie survives and gets amnesia
I said this before, but how has he not killed himself yet?? that balcony was your one chance at freeing yourself!! I'm confused as to where the author is even going with this... because Sovie's thoughts and actions are so all over the place and inconsistent. One second he's resisting and fighting, the next second he's begging for dick. one second he has rational thoughts and the next second he acts like a brainwashed sex addict slave. Like, does he or does he not want to be free?? my brain hurts but I've come too far to abondon it now. I'm hate reading!