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you were about to find comfort in this and rooting for the main character, I will also root for you my friend, I hope everything is well and I give you my blessings, if you want someone to chat with you can hmu its nice to find new friends
Thank you so much. Your words mean more than you think. Tbh it’s when I hear kind people like you talk that makes me have a little bit of faith that life can be better than is has been to me and that I should hold on for a little longer. I hope life blesses you for all eternity for your kindness and grace.
It sucks but when you’re that low, sometimes death really is a better option. But then you start thinking about “x is going to remember this every single time they come into y place” or “x is going to find me and that’s going to traumatise them” or “if I do this with no one knowing, will they report me missing? Will that break their heart every single day looking for me who is already dead?” And it’s so hard to let go of the ideation of death being a better option but you can’t do it because you’re so worried about other people. For me, I couldn’t allow my cats who are my babies to find me and I couldn’t allow my dad or my friends to suffer. At the time, I didn’t want my mum to suffer but she’s proven to be a lost cause for any love and affection or human decency. I think he needs to see that life can be beautiful and that the same reason he couldn’t do it needs to be the same reason why he’s forcing himself to live until it’s worth it. And it might never be worth it but at least, he can try to enjoy it with those people who came to mind. This hits home in too many ways and I’m truly rooting for him. It lowkey feels like by rooting for him, I’m also rooting for myself which is nice. If anyone else is struggling, feel free to share or to message me. I can’t help much but I can listen if you need it.