Thank you for realising, a lot of these comments probably have the same thing and aren't realizing that her being like this is the most normal reaction anyone would have, considering all she has been through in just the span of a few days
You're welcome, I guess? ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Yes, especially when she just went through her very own "murder" because of the very same people. Some leads escaped death because they time traveled and has a chance to stop it, but she only escaped it cuz she's lucky enough to get rescued. The pain from her wound also remained as long as it's not fully healed. She's overcoming her "death" naturally just like a real person does. I think she's strong enough for trying and wanting to redeem herself despite the pain, trauma, and fear.
I don't like how I felt being annoyed with her feeling fearful from her abusers when it's supposed to be natural to feel so. I guess this is a sign that I read too much "strong female lead" stories that I lost touch with natural emotions of a real victim of abuse. Thank you, author!