Hear me out...

Okay, I know everyone here in the comment is in edge, and felt weird because of the awkward translation,,, but let's set that aside first and talk about Yua Shiraishi or the young holy maiden/saintess. In these recent chapters, we can see a change of heart of Yua in the matter of saving the country from the miasma... Unlike from the previous chapters, if we're to compare, she was annoyingly determined to save the other world and do her best to fulfill her duty as a "holy maiden"...

Well, that is because her determination is coming from the thought that she would be able to pull it off, lessening the spread of the miasma. She told Kondou off and just like that she became more annoyingly stubborn to me because she thought everything was THAT FUCKING EASY... But when the real action was there, she was let down by the reality that hit her... And because she still wasn't that ready or her magic wasn't strong enough, the miasma that was lessened was only about 30%... CLEARLY, IT WASN'T THAT EASY AT ALL. Things just got more complicated

Now, in these chapters, guess she realized something and knowing that the miasma wasn't gone and would only prolong her stay there, she cried out like that and is now looking at Kondou. We can see that, although she was the saintess with elegant (like they say in the manga if that translation was even right), she was also an helpless CHILD. She was just a kid who clearly just want to enjoy her youth, yet was taken to another world and was given a huge responsibility in her whole life.

I mean, even I would cry the same once I knew all what I had believed came crushing down in just a single snap of truth... I hate her at first, but because of this recent chapters—it just made me wonder what exactly did I hate about this kid when she's just a kid being put to be responsible for something she wasn't supposed to be.