
the empathy i felt the same. but after alot more chapters came out and as i reread a few times i thought- this is one of the fewest hardcore bl that actually has the main character give back all the sht he was given (w some interest lmfao). and thankfully in the end it made neither dooshik nor jooha good about themselves. clearly dooshik was too high in the act to think any less merciful; honestly i wouldve done something similar if people wouldnt stop putting someone i cared about into crazy sht. the most major part about it is the way the author drew everything i didnt think she had it in her wtfff

Oh wait you are actually right. Uhh Ig stuff like this is normal to a gangster? But idk I was thinking actually hoping he would have stronger morals like he wouldn't willingly participate in torture or something.Mainly I didn't really think of the fact that he has changed as a person because of the different situation so I expected him to remain like his past self
ngl the gangr@pe on the twins felt too much. I was so disappointed in dooshik when I read it. I felt like wanting to puke, it was just way too graphic. Not that the twins didn't deserve some kind of punishment, or that I don't understand dooshik's motives, but what he did was low. That's why it made me very upset seeing this dumb lovable himbo character I fell in love with stoop down so low ╥﹏╥