It might be a case of internalized homophobia. (Maybe!) It means if/when he is saying awful=homophobic toxic remarks it would be directed to himself and not other people. _ I have read a story that i have found very gentle and non-triggering , that was treating that topic, it's called ''.Stargazing '' i loved it !! _ it's a quadruple coming out story with four guys slowly becoming a circle of friends. _
I hope here we will see a coming of age story with the MC finding his way to adulthood helped by his friendS i am glad he has new found friendships it's very heartwarming to see ! The roommate and the girlfriend both seem very sincere ? And super nice and street smart ? It might be a wholesome story about friendship and coming of age rather than solely a ''boy love '' story (because now i don'tfeel the love it's more possessiveness?) I believe the MC is walking a thin line and has started to break free. _
beautiful art style, but with a naive sensitive uke that probably wont stop liking the shitty toxic probably homophobic seme.