
He used black magic, erased his memory, and ignored his daughter because of deep grief and loneliness. And the wife and him knew she was going to die during childbirth, and he didn't accept that which made his grief even more hard causing him to do something drastic, which was black magic.
He didn't act like he hated her really did. He didn't necessarily accept his daughter because she kept coming back, but because he realized she's more than just a reminder of the person he's trying to suppress along with down the line as he's starting to come to turns with his grief realizing she's also apart of the person he loves, and wants to cherish her because of that.
He's still a complete ass and a deadbeat, no doubt, but it's not for no reason
Everybody always talks about this manwha and I wanted to like it soo bad but I can’t get over the dad of the mc and how much of a deadbeat dad he is. He really did black magic so he could erase the memory of the woman he loved….kinda dumb ngl. Plus I just hate the trope of a female main character having to go through so much shit and insults from the person they love, all so that in the end the person is like “wow you really stuck with me even after I pushed you away and acted like I hated you