Does Ilay like.... get better? Is he ever actually gonna acknowledge the rape?

He does get better, in series 2, but specially in series 3, and no, they don’t acknowledge the rape.

Sigh, ok. I mean I'm already in for the ride, but it'd nice if I enjoyed the ride too. Too bad. I'm still probably like it though

*gonna like it

I can't recall when did he raped the Mc
What chapters was that again?

There were multiple times. The first few were a little more tolerable, because he was "sacrificing" himself (technically giving consent, but not really). But there was also one time that wasn't like that, but it was after they had already done some actually consensual stuff, so it hurt more to read

Thank u!!

Not trying to be pedantic, but people are sensitive about the topic of rape.
Technically as of the current chapter, he’s only raped him once, right after he woke up when he was stabbed. The other times you mention can be considered sexual assault ( slightly different.), not rape.

Yeah, I don't care. It's the same discussion as only calling penetrative sex sex. It's semantics