But he hasn't even chosen Yahwi....this chapter just gave us more hope Cain is most likely his choice. But even after this and he does choose Yahwi then yeah I agree
the whole first half of the chapter jooin literally was like "im so sad i have to end this with you why are u kind
I think you read it wrong, Jooin isn't talking about how he wants to end it, he's saying how if things do end he wouldn't like how it will end, that what Cain gives him is something he doesn't want to to come to an end. He was scared so he tried to wedge distance. He confirm he was pushing Cain away to avoid choosing and wanted Cain to be the one push him away instead
Let me clarify a bit, Jooin said that he's scared to chooose because he wouldn't know the outcome of it in the future, he rejected yh firmly but with Cain he purposely wanted Cain to put the wedge in so he didn't have to reject him
ohhh gotcha
he rejected yahwi basically all season, they showed us how much better cain is for him, JUST to end up choosing the bad guy?
make it make sense