Also can someone suggest stories similar to this or like same level of angst

I can suggest some novels but I don't really know any other manhwa

Try cold sands. Its a novel.

Ohh a manga in which you have an uke that got put through so much crap because of the seme (beaten, rape and stuff) but still have love for him try

Hogu Hagyeongsu (An easy target)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hogu_hagyeongsu/

If you go to my profile and look through the stories I'm currently reading and my lists, you'll find quite a few. I tend to gravitate towards the psychological.

I remember few it's Banana fish , dark heaven

Oh! Beyond Memories is giving me this vibe, although we're starting in the do-over phase first rather than the first time 'round.