Seme got drunk and went over the uke's house he was waiting in the bench outside,uke was auditioning I think,he was with his friend and after the audition uke friend accompany the uke to go his home and they both saw the seme waiting in the bench drunk and cold the uke's face became cold and the seme said something which i didn't understand after that the uke ask his friend to go home(i guess)his friend was hurt cause obviously he likes the uke but uke is stil inlove with the seme.Uke help the drunk seme ang bring him back to his own house,he was about to go when seme grabbed him and they talk again which lead to sex,actually uke doesn't look force this time but then uke said something that made the seme remembered Haram(the blond) and which is why he called out Haram's name while fucking,the uke make a hurted face again,shouted,fight and he get out of the seme place,he went back to his own place looking so miserable but the uke's friend was there waiting for him outside and saw those hickeys in his neck but didn't ask any further.
I think that was when uke left him alone(latest chapter in the raw)which made him feel more clueless about who's who ,now he can't even remember the face of haram and it looks like he feel guilty and hurt when he called uke with another person's name which made him gone crazy(correct me if I'm wrong) it's also confused me so much especially when the only thing that i decided to translated was when he called him Haram HAHAHA
I've got this feelings that he likes the uke but he's just fcking confused cause all of his life the only thing that he love is Haram so he still hasn't realized it yet but actually this guy needs therapy not the uke nor his imaginary Haram
I'm pretty sure Haram is just his imaginary crush,I think ever since he(seme)was a child there's already something wrong with him and his parents nor people didn't even see it that's why now seme got used to this haram(that's my only assumption tho)Actually it's normal to have an imaginary friend as a child but for the seme,i think it is not normal anymore cause he fell inlove with his own imaginary and every time he saw a blond hair he taught it was haram and he want to see his imaginary 'Haram' in real people which is not normal anymore cause obviously what he's doing is just like finding a substitute for his imaginary crush.This guy literally need some therapy
Yes,that's why he was so hurt by it after finding out that he was just a substitute for his ex lover (which is not even a real person) the misunderstanding is becoming more big because they can't even communicate properly. Uke want the seme to explain while the seme still doesn't know/understand what is there to explain(he's still confused asf)

So here i was thinking and imagining the worse that might happen on what if he suddenly called him Haram when they were having sex and guess what? I read the RAWS and he really did called him Haram FUCK YOU BROOO