Reading your comment reminded me of that one BL manga where I don't even remember the name anymore. The seme legit died. I don't remember much since it was so depressing. Uke was the lonely and gloomy and quiet type. But he's always looking at seme. And I don't remember anymore I don't even remember if seme dies because of an accident or sickness. They're in highschool or something...and in the end uke became friends with seme's friends or something...it was Soo Soo depressing that I don't even wanna search up or remember XD
Yupyup! I just founded the title again and nope. I'm so not gonna reread it again. I've had my fair share of tragedy BL. This was one of those heartbreaking ones which had me depressed for over a week or so...even if they're characters in a book...the way the mangaka portrayed them...was soo bizarre that I got emotionally attached to them... When seme disappeared...into them particles of light or dust I don't remember which...I cried like a baby...it was Soo sad

this reminds me of that one other manga where the other guy was also already dead. like legit confirmed dead... i never got to finish that cause my heart is literally gonna break im actually gonna kms, why would they do this. there's still *hope* he's just in a coma BUT there was a bouquet of flowers where he *died* so
they're so cute and perfect for each other but we really can't have it all, can we?