i want a hug too

i'm so proud of shinwoo for the baby steps he's taking :( when he said that he's always preparing to be left behind and it's terrifying if han does it again but it also proves that he wants to be with him, i felt that. i've lost many friends and it left me feeling anxious abt being continuously abandoned but those scars are what fill me with enough strength to try harder for the friends that stayed especially if my efforts are mutual. regardless of internal conflicts, relationships are really a two way bond! han is trying and working hard to fix his past mistakes so it's only fair to meet his efforts especially that both of them genuinely love each other