He is super scared to be guided...he is being guided....he lost control of his desire....and is obviously scared to lose control of his powers and melt MC too
yes true because of his past with his little sister but you would think he would be a little more gentle then but he acts the opposite with the spanking and like forcing his way in
He is a Maso....MC is a Maso....both don't want(better said can't) fully enjoy or be happy bc of guilty, "responsibility" and fear....MC wants to not enjoy guiding, he wants to feel and be raped so he can tell himself it is just a job.....the previous conversation was there before sex and was "the final straw" for gloves guy exacly because he saw MC felt the same way he did.....MC was "cooperating" and "asking" to be conforted for the same reason "ah this person understands"......BTW this mentality of MC is also the reason he called blond's name and doesn't want/ can't allow himself to do the same with him.....cuz blond and MC connection comes from "this person is suffering as much as me" but also " this person is my fate"(for the whole plot with mind reading monster, blond being made in a lab to resist his mind control thus resisting guiding that is similar, and MC being Naturally resistant thus somewhat his guiding works on blond......and of course both circumstances of wanting someone else to hold on to, and share human connection....a pair made in heaven) and this terrify MC cuz he wants to convince himself his brother is his fate, his brother is the one who needs him and bla bla bla (when outside of his special guiding making his brother rot what he didn't knew....he wanted to make his brother more and more depending on him.....he wanted to monopolize him).....thus force his brother to be this person who needs/wants him unconditionally....when this person is blond....but he can't abandon his brother even more now mc is the reason that made him miserable.....that's also the reason blond "employ" mc as a guide for the team while being super petty about MC sleeping and guiding others
Ah and being conforted for MC is guiding when he feels needed he projected this need for being needed on gloves guy, thus why he called blond....who is the one who fulfill his desires(this was not explicitly said but I am guessing based on the end of the conversation being he confessing he is seeing his brother is a wheight and the last interaction with blond being blond showing how dependent he is of MC and how he "loves" mc to the point of being happy to hurting himself just so mc can guide and be with him and mc "melting" to that)
Damn that's long. I like it
damn i did not expect it to go like this but idk it felt like the sexy quiet man (i forgot his name) went through some traumatic feelings/flashbacks internally cuz why did he look so horrified in some panels or was he like getting extra horny idk it seemed like he was scared, maybe im tripping