
pauseee we have different views and should stop here. i don’t wanna argue with someone about the decision making a rape victim makes. my opinion is alr in text, it wasn’t his choice if he’s forced to do it. yes he preferred having sex with someone who’d shoo the ghosts away to NOT get raped?? but i didn’t want to romanticize that. it’s the whole reason i called this chapter sad let’s move on with our own opinionzz <5
this chapter is different because he doesn’t have full autonomy. when they’re alone in ML house it’s a transaction at least and not a hostage situation with one is on his deathbed like come on…

The entire story is centered around him being raped by the ghosts and using ML to avoid it...
He did a similar deal before in that he jumped ML in order to stop the ghosts as it was happening.
So I'm not sure how this situation is worse than other times other than how he is treating ML who is extremely unwell.
Perhaps because right now it is a life or death situation for them both?
Otherwise, the deal between them to have MC use ML is unchanged.
After they survive this they need to probably discuss about the deal/contract they have in regards to MC using ML for sex to avoid the ghosts. And what to do in such situations like if ML gives MC carte blanche/consent to use him for sex even if unconscious/near death?
I do wonder...if sperm is the key then can ML milk himself for MC to ingest when in dire situations?
Or does it need to happen during sex? Like a magical spell of sorts?
this was sad and funny because the only reason why han-gyul is fucking him is so he’s not assaulted by ghosts… BUT if he fucks eunhan the ghosts will watch and eun get worse by not warding the ghosts off
there’s no winning here???