Need me a bl or anything similar to ‘Haruka tookie le’

If you are looking for tragedies than...
1) 10 years where I loved you the most
2) Banana fish

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/nigatsu_no_eden/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/spring_snow_odongtong/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/red_area/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/december_rain/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/bright_blue_ni_shizumu/
Similar vibes but way less sad