to be fair it was a contractual relationship. ash didn't NEED to know anything about lyle, just sleep with lyle enough and be his friend. there's no love involved because neither party wanted it lmaooo.
and ash being all of lyle's firsts would be a problem because it's a known thing that virgins get attached to their first. and since it's a contractual relationship that wouldn't be good.
REAL I need more ash slated
slander
He didn’t know the person he kissed 6 years ago on New Year’s eve was Karlyle because he couldn’t see Karlyle’s face. But that kiss left a strong impression on him and he stated to Karlyle that the reason why he started dating alphas is because of that kiss. He believed they’re fated and if he keep searching for that alpha by dating alphas, they’ll met again someday
What kind of nonsense idea is that? Who does that?! Couldn't he think of anything better. I wouldn't even go near someone who says they tried to 'find' me by dating other people? Literal nonsense. I miss Sarawat. My man was something else.
That's it. I thought Ash knew considering all the looks he gives Lyle and how he speaks as if Lyle is already his. It did NOT feel like he was going for a contractual relationship AT ALL. Like why would you be so affectionate w someone whom you're just gonna have sex with. Now all the things Ash said in the theater and all the other times don't feel special anymore. He did those kind of things for others as well which literally takes away all the good feeling. All the giggles and squeals I spent on them feels wrong and wasted now. Ash doesn't look attractive to me anymore no matter how handsome he is.
ash was just being ash. and lyle was just being lyle. ash was being kind and lyle was naive and fell for him because he had never felt that "love" before. that's all there is to it. when i first read it i didn't think he was being lovey dovey, he was just filling a role lol
No offense but you really don't get what I actually meant. Understandable considering what you have read it now. Btw, he was being nice not "kind" and he was doing it for himself as well. Which now that we know he doesn't remember Lyle, takes away the special feeling from the all the things they did together or Ash did for Lyly.
Lyle*
then what is your point? you also said so yourself "he was doing those kind things for others" so i didn't bother differentiating between kind and nice cause why would i lol
That's the point. He was doing those things for others as well. That is why the things he did till now don't feel special anymore... It's not about him being kind or nice.
i don't think it's ever stated if ash was messing around with other people while meeting with lyle. and why wouldn't you treat your all your "dates" (that's how ash went about it, treating his meetings w lyle as dates that's why im using that word) relatively similar??? there's boundaries you gotta set for those dates because it's before a relationship and everything else. so acting in the same way is understandable. sure ash was poor at establishing the boundary and got carried away after awhile but there's no point in thinking about his past relationships if that's what you're doing. and it's a weird childish thing to do lol.
anyways im kinda done w this convo, i don't like talking to you anymore cause you just don't make sense.
if you don't like ash or the story just drop it(tho it does get better), it's not worth the headache.
I really thought Ash knew about their first kiss and yada yada. But now all I can think about is in his mind he probably kissed some random Alpha on new years and forgot about it. Since he dated Alpha's only. And that makes me even MORE mad. I hate thinking about Ash's previous relationships. Just why did he?! And I hate it even more when he revealed he didn't actually know any of Lyle's firsts AT ALL! I thought HE LOVED HIM???? WTF DUDE??? I really thought I'd like this ML. He had my expectations high. But dammit. And he had the audacity to say it was a good thing he wasn't Lyle's first kiss?! God he's getting on my nerves!