@Ch 53

I don't know exactly what to feel about this but this is pretty interesting. It is actually a pretty good read, I'll reread this since I just read it in passing. And I rarely read something like this too. But I can say that they're all broken.

I wonder what Oliver was thinking knowing the history of his patient but ended up falling in love with him and Clark warned him too. He took "I like bad boys" to another level.

I can understand his past relationship with Clark since Clark is a manipulator and a great actor and might have tricked him into believing that they were in love too. Oh wait! No, I think Clark did love him. He genuinely cares for him. He was devastated too when he died. Damn, I wanna peak into their head. But Oliver's just too kind and he believed he can fix Alex. He believed that all he need was love and someone who cares for him. Well maybe but dude they will not stop just because you told them to. I kinda guessed how it will turn out for him the moment he showed affection to Alex. Though he died for another reason. Still, he's got bad taste in choosing a partner.

Though I kinda feel bad for Alex because of his background story but it ain't enough reason. I actually kinda understand Clark on wanting to know what Alex is thinking.

At some point I believed that maybe there's a chance that the author might find a way to have the both of them be together but deep inside I know that there's no way. It's either Alex ends up in jail for life or he dies. Though I thought they'll all die. But still, I think the bittersweet ending is actually good ending for it.