Ngl reading 79 makes me wish there was an actual fl maybe soon she'll be here i wanna see ...

Yeah... He really needs something or someone he can deeply care for without the fear of losing them. He's already been through so many losses

I think with how chaotic the whole world is and also with MC's situation, if mc has a female companion or lover, they have to atleast be able to protect themselves so as to not just get killed the next second

I was wondering about that martial artist woman with black hair that didn't want to kill him when he was taking revenge on the two sects.
She gave FL potential many times during her screentime but she's disappeared ever since he killed both sect leaders.

I was kind of optimistic about her half the time she appeared but idk, her whole point of view...she knew what her sect was doing, while also condemning the mc for something the sect created....it's not that she didn't want to kill him, might have been true the first time cus the mc was weak and she took pity (man, at that point the mc was as good as dead) , but the moment pyo wol could cause that amount of chaos, she WAS ready to kill him to "maintain the peace among the sects", but she basically couldn't.
Also, the moment she showed that she clearly had the power to rival the sect leader but basically did nothing because ig she didn't want to go against the sect leader who raised her up and gave her that power or she didn't want to cause a fight.
Idk but for me I felt like she was always on the fence.