Goddammit

Phime March 19, 2024 3:38 am

I was enjoying this one too. It would have been SO easy to just say:

“no. I don't want that. I want you but I refuse to hurt you. I'm going to get revenge on my dad whether you were too ask me too or not because I've been working toward that my entire life. I have always loved you and I always will. Every day that man lives, is another day I feel guilty that I have allowed him to do so. I am, and have been working toward this for so long but it has to be exactly perfectly executed, because if I mess this up, hell know my plans and he'll kill me instead, and god knows what he'd do to you.

So no. No I am not ok with this. No this is not what our relationship is because I refuse to treat you how all those degenerates have. You are not an object to me, you are my most precious person and whether it be worth it without you, I will cherish you until the day we are both gone.

I will get revenge for you because what that evil man did to you is not something any living being should be allowed to claim.”

But no, instead the author jumped head first into completely unnecessary abusive relationship territory. How do SO many people have such egged up views about what love is supposed to be?

Responses
    Succube March 19, 2024 3:54 am

    Gosh I'd die to read a story with this level of communication

    Any recs?

    Phime March 19, 2024 3:59 am
    Gosh I'd die to read a story with this level of communication Any recs? Succube

    I want to eventually write one myself but I'm disabled and not able to sit up at the computer a lot so I'm not sure I can.

    I have a lot of recs. I have a couple lists but honestly of the top of me head “Smyrna and Capris” is excellent. I have a few lists I'm working on of you want to check them out. I try to explain s much as I can add to why I put them there. I was thinking of making a “omg, this is not a drill, they're actually communicating people!” list lol.

    Phime March 19, 2024 4:00 am
    Gosh I'd die to read a story with this level of communication Any recs? Succube

    Sorry it's “Smyrna and Capri” no 's'

    Furrina March 19, 2024 4:56 am
    Gosh I'd die to read a story with this level of communication Any recs? Succube

    I haven't read Smyrma and Capri, but I would rec other mangas by the same author. Mania, Blood Link and Taming the Tiger.

    Phime March 19, 2024 5:17 am
    I haven't read Smyrma and Capri, but I would rec other mangas by the same author. Mania, Blood Link and Taming the Tiger. Furrina

    My favorite of theirs is “Tale of the Yellow Dragon.” I cried so hard reading that, it was SO good! I only just finished Smyrna and Capri and that's why I'm recommending it so hard. I also don't remember if there was any dub-non con in Yellow Dragon so I need to revisit it before I feel comfortable putting it on any of my lists. I read all of Blood Link and it's insanely adorable. They're pretty good at the whole communication and wholesome relationships things.

    I'm in the middle of a few of “Brothers Without A Tomorrow” stories. They're top tier in my opinion!

    Phime March 19, 2024 5:22 am
    Gosh I'd die to read a story with this level of communication Any recs? Succube

    Yeah the other person is absolutely right. Honestly you can't go wrong with “Brothers Without A Tomorrow” stories. “Tale of the Yellow Dragon” is one of my all time favorite stories, including all the novels I've read, and at the spread I read, trust me, that's a LOT. lol.

    I also remembered that the story 2020 is extremely compelling. It's only just started so if give it some time, but the characters only really don't communicate when they're purposely hiding stuff because they're not yet ready to be that open to the other about themselves. That said, when it comes to miscommunications, they both handle them quite well.

    Succube March 19, 2024 8:46 am
    I want to eventually write one myself but I'm disabled and not able to sit up at the computer a lot so I'm not sure I can.I have a lot of recs. I have a couple lists but honestly of the top of me head “Smyrna... Phime

    Omg that list would be so good. I hope to see it one day. The way you wrote your first post above was tear worthy, I'd buy your book if you're able to write it one day. Wish you health and happiness (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

    Furrina March 19, 2024 3:38 pm
    I want to eventually write one myself but I'm disabled and not able to sit up at the computer a lot so I'm not sure I can.I have a lot of recs. I have a couple lists but honestly of the top of me head “Smyrna... Phime

    https://www.mangago.zone/people/tag/474843/Respectful+Seme/

    BLs only. Some are ongoing but most are completed. If u read translated novels, I have one on Novelupdates as well.

    Phime March 20, 2024 3:32 am
    Omg that list would be so good. I hope to see it one day. The way you wrote your first post above was tear worthy, I'd buy your book if you're able to write it one day. Wish you health and happiness (๑•ㅂ�... Succube

    Thank you so much, that means a lot to me. I swear I find myself wanting to retire so many of these lol. I've had bad health for so long and right now I'm struggling mentally because all my stupid teeth are falling out . I'll get through this, I have an amazingly supportive family and friends support system.

    I'm actually a published author, but would feel weird giving my actual name in here... OH! I could tell you the name of the anthology I'm one of the authors in. If you decide to get it, I'll give you my initials and you can figure it out without my having to outright post it on here ^-^. Or better yet, I can give you the title of my personal story in the anthology. It's called “Uncommon Bodies” and my story in it is called “Scars.”

    I actually have 8 stories published in short story anthologies, I just know for sure this one is still in circulation. Two others I'm pretty sure are also still available are “Curse of the Heroines” and “Mosaics: an Independent Woman's Anthology Vol.1” my short in those are called “The Last Automaton” and “Trapped” oh, I also co-wrote a story in “Sha'daa: Inked.”

    If you can find them, I'm also in “Mystical Bites”, and “Love Sucks” produced by CHBB indie publishing house; and “Twisted tales 1&2” produced by my buddy, who took the ip over from an ex CHBB employee.

    And by “one of the anthologies” I apparently meant “ALL of the anthologies.” Sorry for all that lol; no pressure, I just wanted to provide you with as much info as I could so if you wanted it, it would be there.

    I'm also an artist and if you wanted to see that too, I'm on Instagram under the same name as my author name, no spaces between my first and last name. Like this > @firstlast

    I hope I didn't overwhelm you. What you said really did make my day . Thank you so much again.

    Phime March 20, 2024 3:34 am
    https://www.mangago.me/people/tag/474843/Respectful+Seme/BLs only. Some are ongoing but most are completed. If u read translated novels, I have one on Novelupdates as well. Furrina

    Sweet! I'll make sure to check this out! Maybe I'll pull some from your list too when I make mine. Feel free to pull from mine. ^-^ Thanks for sharing!