I already hated her for she didn’t even try to communicate with him when she discovered ...

I already hated her for she didn’t even try to communicate with him when she discovered that Will may (MAY) have killed Dietrich, but I left it as it was since the plot wouldn’t have progressed otherwise. And I kinda understood the reasons behind her escape.
BUT now that I’ve read spoilers about hew she treated her own child I absolutely loathe her. And no, I won’t accept anyone defending her for her actions, even if it’s fiction.
I can understand to a point that she foolishly wanted to run away from her lover after finding such information about him (even though she never tried to communicate with him about this, and it’s all to blame to her stupidity and shitty character development), but I can’t forgive her for physically abusing the child that she bore, only because of the resemblance with the father and her hatred. Tell me whatever you want, but she deserves to suffer even more, and I won’t change my mind about it.
I personally think that she started as one of the best FLs in manhwas, but only ended up as a disgusting bitch. And it’s obviously the authors fault.