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Honestly i just hope that this is just a phase or something, i hate thinking that i may have depression but i've been suffering from this since like 5 years ago, it just gotten worse and worse and i'm only 20, i felt so pathetic tbh :(
I really appreciate your kind words and encouragement btw, i'll try holding on maybe i could go through this eventually.
I hope for the best for your life too :)

i dont have anyone to talk to, but i'll try looking for one. i wish you luck with your problem, nobody should suffer from this kind of hell feeling :( isnt it suck

I dont know how to put it into words, i dont choose to spend my times being depressed, i want to do things (the things i love and mabe new things too) but its so hard like can you imagine painting with like idk shitty feeling, like nothing, i cant feel the passion of the things that i love the most. omg i dont know how to express my feeling im sorry im so bad at this.
But yes i always try to force myself to get into routine, i have self awareness at least haha
im literally like chillin way too much, all i do is just lay down and stares at the ceiling its pathetic tbh
But anyway i really appreciate your kind words and encouragement, i send you my best wishes.

the thing is i lose my appetite, i lost my faith, im lacking of affection i cant feel anything lmao, but thats very nice of you i'll try to appreciate the little things and hopefully it'll grow :)

thank you for your kind words i'll try to apprectiate the little things in life and hope that eventually i'll get better. I send you my best wishes :)

i dont know how i could get way too much or sick of the things that i enjoy doing for years. theres never been a problem before i dont understand its like very sudden. i realize whenever i paint i never enjoyed it anymore, i got irritated and eventually stopped doing it :(
and its very hard to keep maintain doing the things that i like, let alone doing new things.
But thank you very much and i hope so too (that my lost passion will find its way back), i send you my best wishes and thank you for your kind words :)

thank you very much thats very kind of you, i hope eventually i'll find that reason.
sending you my best wishes :)

i'm only 20 and i havent got any job yet because im still focusin on studying therefore i cant afford traveling unfortunately, im a very anxious person so i try to avoid doing things like voluteering as much as i can lmao i felt so pathetic because like i literally takes too much break because all i do is just lay down and do nothing, but i'll try to force myself to keep doing stuff and hopefully my passion will return.
thank you for you kind words and encouragements *hugs back*

thank you i need this, i need someone to tell me that its okay to feel like this :) sending my best wishes for you
thank you for your kind words

i hope so, i'll try holding on to something like this, thank you for your kind words i really appreciate it :)

sad person club am i right haha, anyway sending you my best wishes i hope eventually neither of us will need to suffer any longer :)

oh my i agree with you, i used to felt the excitement when i watch those sports anime, but i dont know where it went anymore, because i cant feel anything, but i hope its just liek some kind of phase and eventually i'll get better and my passion will return.
I'll try to exercise, it sounds like a good idea and yes im currently trying my best to keep doing my routines.
Thank you very much for your kind words and encouragement it felt nice that there are other people out there that feel the same, sending you my best wishes.

its sad honestly because my sleep schedule is a mess, sometimes i sleep WAY too much, and sometimes i dont (i cant) sleep for days it kills me and you're right im only 20 sad isnt it, but yes i realize dying is probably not worth it, i'll try holding on a lil bit longer and hopefully everything will get better eventually.
Thank you for your kind words i really appreciate it, sending you my best wishes

No no no it's not

Right?

(⊙…⊙ ) Da faque is wrong with you! ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ