I can somehow understand Ichi tho... I was also in the same position or thought way back I liked this guy from our church but.. he's from a good and well-known family, his grandad likes me but somehow I don't feel worthy enough to pursue him.. he gave me some hints through his emails/messages (because he was in a mission at that time) that you know, he likes me but never outright told me.. which really made things worse for my thoughts..
The time I knew he liked me was when I already had my first baby... Sooooo... Yeh.. hahahah like, I don't feel like I was worthy of him at that time because I am not a college degree holder nor at that level, I came from a poor family background and the major part was, I went through tons of relationships already... And that guy was so nice.. he's such a gentleman... But.. hahaha negative thoughts wins sometimes ┗( T﹏T )┛
I agree. & I hate that simple mindedness of how if I leave he’ll be happy easily influenced by someone else. Just truly tell me emotionally immature thinking & selfish. This man’s actions proved me loved him then to take away his own baby like no !
I can somehow understand Ichi tho... I was also in the same position or thought way back I liked this guy from our church but.. he's from a good and well-known family, his grandad likes me but somehow I don't feel worthy enough to pursue him.. he gave me some hints through his emails/messages (because he was in a mission at that time) that you know, he likes me but never outright told me.. which really made things worse for my thoughts..
The time I knew he liked me was when I already had my first baby... Sooooo... Yeh.. hahahah like, I don't feel like I was worthy of him at that time because I am not a college degree holder nor at that level, I came from a poor family background and the major part was, I went through tons of relationships already... And that guy was so nice.. he's such a gentleman... But.. hahaha negative thoughts wins sometimes ┗( T﹏T )┛