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yeah honestly feels like the struggle of him being gay on top of his low confidence is being downplayed a lil by eunsok, like wdym he probably hasn't come out like yeah bro he mostly wouldn't he'd get ostracized depending on the circumstances it would affect him alot that he even lied about being bi and eunsok is here like "he doesn't actually love me methinks i should leave his self reserved ass" lol they're both anxious in different ways it's frustratingly funny

I can't say I don't understand Eunsok's insecurities but it's not as if he has no faults with this whole thing. He treats the relationship with a flamboyance of someone who's all but ready to jump ship in his own time. And look at that? He does. Without a proper conversation - with his own thoughts as his only companion - he put Cheol-min's actions and feelings to mean something they're not. Cheol-min even lied about being bi coz Eunsok's tendency to joke around made him too anxious to come out as gay.
Cheol-min said so himself. He never pictured ever dating anyone seriously coz he's gay. Despite that, he goes against his better judgement and dates Eunsok coz he likes the guy so much. He took a chance coz he wanted to see how dating someone you like feels. If you ask me, Eunsok is the one who's coming out as disingenuous. He wants Cheol-min to lay it all out while he doesn't do the same. It's giving me a headache.