Please don't hate me
What if...the true ending is having Nagisa...die/commiting suicide/die of illness (maybe cuz of AIDS by those bastards) like this would only be the one and only true salvation for him...like death is the only way he can fully escape this adult's hellish paradise. I mean place...I'd actually like to read a manga with such setting. Not only due to SA or R*PE maybe something else also like depression or bullied or anything that requires you to actually sit and have a nice friendly and peaceful talk with a psychiatrist)
It's like having the mc who's in immense pain. And is suffering due to his current state and experiences or past. And at the end of the story. They decided to end their live or they passed away due to illness or got in an accident...I don't know. Maybe cuz I write short unfinished shounen-ai stories where the mc dies in the end
I feel like this type of ending is the only one suitable for such a tragic manga. Like even if you try to make the ending somehow bittersweet or there's a redemption and healing arc. Nothing will be able to amount to the sufferings he went through. The damage has been done guise. Like nothing they do can make me forget or forgive what ever happened to Nagisa... He's surrounded by pedos and creeps and worse than a monster in human skin...
Thank you for wasting your time reading this. I really appreciate it :D
To be honest, I've got a feeling that this won't end merrily for Nagisa that's why I'm all the more strongly hoping that tragedy won't be the actual end game.
My hunch is that he is gonna commit a double suicide with the pedo guy since somehow they share kinda similar experiences, except that he's a victim and the pedo is a perpetrator. Knowing that they are both plagued by their history of being groomed and grooming, maybe they'll see suicide as the only way out. Also the pedo guy already has suicidal tendencies,
who knows if it might give Nagisa the idea to do it with him.
But one of my biggest fear is that Nagisa might end up murdered by one of those weird ass adults (pedo guy not an exemption) since they are obviously unhinged. Idk what's worse honestly.
Ending prepared for Nagisa after all he's been through. I'm scared that the conclusion to his story will be tragic. I wish he gets to live, have the chance to heal, and experience a wonderful life with people whom he can safely confide in and who truly cares for him.
Although his experience was painful and uncomfortable to witness, at least the author kept things real and did not sugarcoat it in any way.