Bro almost had sex with him, said "NO!", then 5 minutes later proceeded to try and kiss th...

I may have read it wrong, but I understood it that way that this guy didn’t object bc he’s righteous and thinks this is not a good thing to do, but because that the other was not as he was portrayed in the novel (shy, mild tempered or smth, just not the type to suddenly jump someone and have s3x). Basically reality was not as fiction? He wanted to see the soft, crying side of him???

Idk something like that. It was weird that he said „he had to cry“ and described how the other guy was portrayed in the novel, so he had expectations that weren’t mad and took matters into his own hands?

Maybe I’m just overthinking, but really, if he really shouts „NO“ first then sneaks up on him in his sleep for no particular reason, it would be weirder than if he just had a screw loose, like apparently everyone of the two others hahaha

Tbh I don't understand Heo's reasoning in general. I had assumed Heo was being reasonable when he said Soowon shouldn't be trying to sleep with someone to show his gratitude (especially when he just tried to off himself and was very fragile mentally), because obviously that's the correct approach; he shouldn't encourage this behavior born from the toxic relationship Soowon had, right? However, later he just had a whole 180 and remembered how much he wanted Soowon because of what he read in the novel, which is why he felt satisfaction when he saw him cry, so basically: I interpreted Heo was trying to be a reasonable person an help Soowon's mental state by denying sex since it would only make him worse, but his temptation won him over and he went back on his word and tried to kiss him in his sleep, basically doing exactly what Soowon did to him mere moments prior. That's why I called him a hypocrite/stupid, he was acting well but then decided to continue encouraging Soowon's weird complex because he's probably obsessed with him, they're both very unhealthy tbh