I know how you feel. I cant stand manga like this or the other ones that feature rape and the main character falling in love with the rapist. Ugh makes me sick to my stomach. Thank God for the comment section saves me from many headaches.
There's no love from Levi's or Eren's side.... I think it's a different emotion for Eren
The lack of love is part of what makes it so horrifying. Personal I enjoyed this story for what it was (psychological horror) but it's definitely not something I would want to read very often as it's genuinely distressing. But the fact it was able to elicit such strong emotions and realistically portray the horror of the situation is what makes the story so good. Levi does not suddenly forgive Erin for the rape just because of heat/baby/misplaced emotion he tries to deal with the situation in a very practical(and tragic) way which makes it very believable (and more horrible). This story amazingly done but I'm going to need some fluff to bleach it from my brain as it was just too disturbingly well done.
Ive read hundreds of yaoi manga that have to deal with rape and incest and it doesnt bother me anymore. I only hate this manga bc of the abortion part. This would have been a great manga if they left it out.
This is the first yaoi manga that actually made me sick... abortion makes me sick to my stomach... out of hundreds of yaoi mangas ive read, this is the only one i absolutely hate... im going to read something fluffy to forget what i just read...