The priest thought Aisha(Zenus) is the reincarnation of his lover, Abella. And according to his father's punishment, he's supposed to kill his lover. He gave the pills to her so that she doesn't manifest as a priestess.
*Zenos sorry
I get it now im on chapter 73. But its still confusing. You see it was told in the story that they cannot die until they kill their loved one. Zenos for example. So how can zenos reincarnate on aishas body when abel is still alive. Didnt the ML met Zenos 5yrs ago in the war and she gave him abel. Therefore abel is still alive and the previous zenos should still be alive. Idk im confused as fuck and its making me mad. She has 4 personalities in that body, girl pick one.
This is pissing me off because its confusing as fuck because of off translation. Can pls pls someone explain to if mikael or whatever the blonde's name is and the abella is in relationship in the past, then first why are they making her take the pill to supress her power and second why did they attempt to kill her on chapter 39???