Can anyone give me brief on this story and the plot ...i really don't want to start readin...

so basically starting from the beginning, this is about a girl who „reincarnated“ into a story of her favorite character during the time of him as a child. She then kind of „stans“ him and sends him gifts like swords etc cause it‘s her favorite character, but the father(Hades) of the kid mistakes her gifts as love confessions directed at himself(Hades) and declares that he‘d like to marry fl cause hes so touched by her devotion and love for him. FL goes along with it because she‘ll be able to get close to her fav character and its all happy dovey family. Story continues and FL turns out to be the reincarnation of a saintess which is why the high priest visits her etc. She then finds out her powers have been suppressed with medication and she stops taking it, due to her not taking the medication anymore, her powers start coming back but she notices that she not only has the power of light attribute user(saintess’ power) but also the power of a dark attribute user which only sinners have (ppl that were punished by god himself). She then experiments with the power trying to find out why she has it and then regains her past memories. To keep her past memories short, shes basically god’s daughter(one of the first humans created by him) and became a sinner after killing her child to relieve it because it was suffering from a deadly disease. Thus her father punished her to live an endless cycle where shes forced to kill her child over and over again in every life she lives and she can’t die until she killed her child. So she finds that all out and starts trying to find a way to bypass this punishment. I don’t want to spoil too much but its definitely worth the read, an amazing story and written just perfectly

forgot to add, but it has a really strong touch of philosophy and questioning the existence or more like god himself, it shows another perspective to the all common “god is almighty, god is merciful, god is all-knowing” not in a mocking way btw. It questions that if god is so Almighty, merciful and all-knowing, why isn't he helping those that suffer? If he knows they suffer but he cant help them, then he isn't Almighty. If he knows they suffer but he doesn’t want to help them, then he isn’t merciful. And if he can help them but doesn’t know they suffer, then he isn’t all-knowing.

Thanks for such a detailed answer ....
seems interesting so far will definitely
read this(づ￣ ³￣)づ

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