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i was gonna say 'missing love' but I don't think that story adds up with the first part u said lol.
ohh yes its not this one :( but thank you i found it!!
THANK you so much omg!!!!
so hello guys!!
help me look for a bl please soo the plot is a bit fucked up, the mc is gay and he crushes on a straight guy named alex i think and at one point they end up dating and he's also an american (the ml) and every time the mc feels insecure he wants to kill or hurt himself there will even be a moment in the story where the couple will be on break because the mc doesn't trust himself at all and doesn't trust the ml, and mc has blonde hair and ml has brown hair i think im not sure helppppp me