++ “[Constellations on the Korean Peninsula are mourning the death of one constellation.]
[Constellations on the Korean Peninsula remember someone's name.]
Yoo Joonghyuk had never seen so many constellations talking about a single constellation. The arrogant constellations were expressing emotions other than frustration or pleasure.
They became aware of new feelings. The night sky was shining with more colour than any of his previous regressions.
Sadness, great despair, sorrow… The night sky, made up of many constellations, was shining sadly.
Maybe Kim Dokja was hope for them as well. It was hope to show a different story. Something that could make a difference in the Star Stream.
'There aren't many ways'.
Looking at the dazzling star in the sky, Regressor Yoo Joonghyuk had a thought.
'If I regress now…'
The ability to restart his life was like the button of a nuclear missile that could be pressed at any time. Yoo Joonghyuk was able to go back in time after dying and make better choices with the information he had of the future.
If he returned now then Kim Dokja might revive again. However…
–Yoo Joonghyuk, wake up. Don't think things will improve if you repeat them a few times
“What if Yoo Joonghyuk went back and there was no Kim Dokja? Or what if Kim Dokja didn't act like this again?
Yoo Joonghyuk was afraid of something for the first time.
The Kim Dokja of this life might only appear in this life. Shin Yoosung of the 41st regression never talked about Kim Dokja and he never met Kim Dokja in his past few lives. Even if he went back to the past, the Kim Dokja of this life might not return.
–Thus, live this round properly.
The choice that had always been possible was now irreversible. He met Kim Dokja in his third regression and they became companions. Then he lost Kim Dokja.
–Don't imagine that you will get better if you throw away this round. Maybe this is the round where you will see the end of this world as a 'human'.
Yoo Joonghyuk got up from his spot and bit his lips. Only these words remained. Just as everything in the Star Stream was a story, Yoo Joonghyuk couldn't help acknowledging that Kim Dokja's words were part of himself.”
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Novel ch.189
“It was Han Sooyoung who opened her mouth first. "Yoo Joonghyuk."
Yoo Joonghyuk faced Han Sooyoung. She didn't say anything but Yoo Joonghyuk read her eyes.
'Don't waste the opportunity that Kim Dokja gave you'.
Yoo Joonghyuk blinked slowly and stepped forward. Numerous people were waiting for him.
It was to celebrate the moment they were finally freed. Yoo Joonghyuk was troubled as he gazed at the group focused on him.
Yoo Joonghyuk had been in this position several times in his past lives. He was sometimes eloquent and sometimes a charismatic leader. It wasn't hard to find the words to give to the crowd.
Then why? He didn't want to say such things this time. Instead, he said, "…I won't give up on this life."
Perhaps there was no one here who would understand his words. In the midst of the terrible loneliness that came from this face, Yoo Joonghyuk declared.
"So don't give up either."
He didn't know if it had been delivered or not. Yoo Joonghyuk turned away from the crowd and slowly walked to the inner wall of the dome. Then…
Bang!
Just one.
Bang!
Then two.
His angry fists struck the wall. “Large cracks spread through the inner wall of the dome, centred on the point that was in contact with his fists.
It was a wall that couldn't be overcome after the scenario started. The wall collapsed slightly and a gap that was the size of a human was made. It was a landscape that always existed but couldn't be overcome.
Yoo Joonghyuk took the first step into that landscape.
"Let's go."
He stepped towards a scenario without Kim Dokja.”
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